This is a mystery
that the wise persons may not be able to decipher.
You fascinated me
the first time that I saw you. You filled my eyes, because you were
moving with such happiness and offering so much light and warmth that
I said: What a beauty!
And kept repeating: She is gorgeous, everything
that she does and how she transforms into fire.
It is fascinating, what a mystery, how superb, how pure.
What a power
you have that darkness disappears at your presence. You delight me
and I know that I need you but something prevents us from embracing,
from joining.
What a terrible surprise is that when I walk towards
you, Life shows in front as a sword between you and me. And says: "Do
not take one more step."
And immediately,
the Shadows and Death came and said: "No, do not stop. Go ahead. Do
not worry. We will embrace you."
Then, Life and Death were facing each other, while you and I were in
the middle. You were agitated and I was ready to surrender. But
something hit me as a beam of light and I understood -just when I was
going to touch you, the reason that Life looked at me and that I saw
tears in her eyes and she said:
"Farewell." While, Death smiled and
said:
"Welcome."
I could, then, affirm myself and I understood
that our relationship is impossible, because you, my beautiful, my
darling, you are unattainable for me.
Because you are: The Flame of
the Fire.