I love you but do you love me?
I want you but do you want me?
Is this an impossible love, I asked myself and I took it to meditation
and there I saw a flower that was dying of thirst, I saw a dark sky with
not even a star, a desert with no water or life. And I thought: Love is
like this flower that dies if not given to drink or like this night so
dark where one cannot find the path because there is not even a star to
guide. It can even be worse, like a desert with everything dead and
where nobody can survive. Could it be that love is impossible? Then, a
light came near me and without words said without saying:
" Love is so primordial and fundamental that existed before any being was
born."
Then, that light took me to
see that the flower would die for lack of water and the light said
without saying a word: " Love is like that flower, if you don't give it
to drink, if you don't take good care, if you don't appreciate, then it
will die for sure, but look, even if that flower dies, its essence will
not die." Then, I saw the dead flower but flying on top, I saw a
beautiful and colorful flower, with bright colors and transmitting
happiness.
Then, the light said without words:
"Now you can see its essence, which by being essence is sustained by a
superior power which is more real now and death has not any power here.
You saw the
dark night with no stars but the next morning the sun will shine and there
will be no darkness; you saw that desert where nothing could survive but
if you travel beyond, there will be a rich and abundant oasis.
The impossible love does not exist because it will always be possible, it
might not accept you, it might refuse, ignore, despise you.
Nevertheless if it is true love it will be like the essence of the flower
and nothing can extinguish it, nothing will end it, nobody will humiliate
it because love, love is eternal and there is no impossible because love
is beyond the world and for that reason it is not ruled by its laws; love
is beyond the answer, that love is free, pure, because in order to love is
only necessary to Love." |